The path of healing is not for the faint of heart
But I promise you, it’s worth it
Thank you for taking the time to learn a bit more about me and how I arrived where I am today, excited to help others find the healing I have! It feels right that if you are going to entrust me by sharing your healing journey with me, you know more about mine. I want to preface this by saying this is a story of empowerment and self healing. I am sharing this with you so that you may KNO what is possible if you are seeking healing, growth and lasting change. Energy healing has transformed my health, my mindset and has touched and created shifts in all areas of my life. It is a way of life for me, I continue to use it every day.
Once you kno, you can never go back.
From as far back as I can remember I experienced anxiety and episodes of depression, though I had no idea what it was. I kept it to myself, I thought something was wrong with me and so I never shared it with anyone who could help. Though I do remember as a young child I was free, creative, independent, confident and outgoing- as we all are when we first start out- I spent more of my years feeling alone with the heaviness. I have a lot of compassion and love for the girl who experienced that in silence for many years. I tried a lot of things to help myself cope, all being either not helpful or not healthy. I was looking for love and peace outside of myself, and I was never going to find it there.
By the time I was in my late 20’s I had arrived at a pivotal point, I had been experiencing anxiety and depression for nearly two decades and it had reached peak impact. It felt like my life was falling apart. I had carried a heavy bag of limiting beliefs about myself, others and the world from my upbringing into my adulthood. Up until this time, it felt like I was trying to survive, going through the motions, never stopping to check in with myself. But there was always this gnawing feeling deep down. On the outside, at first glance, you might think I had it together but like anything, when you look a little closer you start seeing the cracks. I had also been experiencing chronic pain and chronic fatigue for almost 10 years, and digestive issues for over 5 years by this time. I tried to address the symptoms with traditional approaches. Though many of the modalities helped and are of great value when healing, the relief I experienced when I was focused on healing my physical body was temporary.
I remember laying on my bedroom floor, in so much pain and without any energy to even fold my laundry.
My mind racing, searching for the answers. I knew I couldn’t live like this forever. It was impacting every area of my life, I had reached the depths of my depression and it was too unbearable to continue this way. By the time I was about to turn 30 I was in the midst of my dark night of the soul. I began thinking more about who I was and what I wanted and I was curious to understand myself more… and willing to do anything to heal. I didn’t KNO it then, but now I do, those cracks I mentioned were all part of a bigger plan. Famously said by rumi “the wound is the place where the light enters you” And that gnawing feeling was my own inner guidance system communicating with me and trying to help.
Our bodies are always communicating to us that something needs our attention, if we are listening or not. From my experience both personally and professionally- if we do not listen, it will continue to show up and get louder, until we listen. The answers to healing are always within us, even if you haven’t found them yet.
As someone who had never used medication to help with my symptoms, I was desperate and had at last resolved it might be my only solution. However, at this time I had been experiencing seizures, not knowing what was causing them my doctor wouldn’t prescribe me the anti- depressants out of concern that it would cause me to experience an increase in episodes. I left the doctor’s office without any alternative options to help with my depression and feeling defeated. That would end up being one of the greatest gifts. Since I couldn’t turn to traditional medicine for help, I had to find my own and I knew it had to be something new, something I hadn’t tried before. It was around this time that I knew there had to be a better way and I was willing to find out what that was. I had a curious yet inspired idea, I have to learn to love myself in order to heal.
At the time I thought of health as strictly a physical body issue, even though I had a general understanding of the impacts of stress on the body and knew that feeling good translated to over all well being. Even though I had a lot of limiting beliefs about what was possible for me, I had made this commitment to myself and I was going to stay open to healing in any way possible.
Even though I didn’t know what I was looking for when I set out, through a series of synchronicities I found an energy healer.
My path to healing was unfolding and I didn’t know it yet- because of that little willingness to discover the better way that I believed existed.
For the first few months I didn’t ask her what energy healing was, I didn’t care. I was desperate. I simply showed up and every time I felt better and I felt something that I wanted to feel more of, something unexpected.
I felt light, I felt peaceful, I felt a deep love- and I was starting to believe this was who I really was all along, even if it had been hidden under the darkness I had felt.
It was like a little light inside me had been ignited, and it was growing, gaining power.
I felt encouraged to keep going.
After a few months and many noticeable improvements in my pain and over all health, I finally asked her what it was she was doing to me. Thats when I learned more about energy and huna energy healing. By the sixth month of working with the energy healer my chronic neck pain was gone, a lot of my other physical pain was significantly improved as well as my chronic fatigue. During this time things in my life had been shifting. I felt excited about my life, I felt more compassionate, more kind- with myself and others- in a deep way I had never known. I felt inspired and my mindset had drastically changed. I saw everything through a new lense, one that was joyful and I started to believe that anything was possible. I started to forgive myself and others for past hurts I had held onto and my outter experiences started to shift. I felt empowered to take responsibility to create a life I wanted, one that I was excited to get out of bed in the morning for. Without thinking twice, I signed up to learn how to start using Huna healing on myself. Then I learned how to use this healing to help others.
After this I attended spiritual teacher Gabrielle Bernstein’s world renowned masterclass in New York City. Up until this time in my life it would have shocked me to know I would have flown to the big city by myself to meet with 100’s of like minded healers, coaches and others in the wellness space- all inspired and ready to show up for their lives in a big way. It was the first time on my healing journey that I felt I was right where I belonged and it inspired me to rejoin my life at home embracing this new path I found myself on. Not long after I returned I completed a full immersive training to become a certified huna practioner. I continued to dive deep into my own healing and began attracting individuals who wanted to work with me to heal their health issues, pain and change their life too.
I no longer experience chronic pain or depression.
If old patterns come up, as they do, I have the tools and the ability to show up, shift and transform the energy. My digestive health issues are completely resolved, in addition to my neck pain healing, my back pain is gone now too and I am living a life that I couldn’t have even dreamed of back when I set out to heal. I see the world, others and myself completely differently and it has in turn changed the world I experience. I always feel guided, supported and empowered now! I took responsibility for my health and my life experiences and in the last 10 years it has transformed me on every level. I want to share this gift with those who are looking for it and are willing to do the work to live with health and enjoy a life they are moved by!